Congrat to my friend of mine for getting attach .. i want to thanks her for not letting me fall in love with you ... I admit that i had crush on you but now i think i can forget it . I admit your bf is much better than me .. more caring than me .. more understanding haha not saying i am no good or what .. I find myself not up to standard to have gf .. haha ... I can`t give my gf luxury at the moment .. I admit i abit disappointed but i am glad i know it early .. so not much affected . I want to thank you for make me realise things ... I want to thanks you for being my friend =D ... I want to thanks you for ur accompany =D .. ..
There will be some adjustment i going to make or keey myself busy ...
- Study for exam
- Work As free lance Sound Engineer and lighting engineer .. ( after Exam period )
- Learn to play violin , drum , Keyboard
- Go Gym to train
- Swimming
- Learn Salsa , Merengue , Bachata , Tango
- Learn to play golf
- Learn to figure skating
That all i can think of .. .. I thnk these are enough to pack my days =D ... hehe .. Surprise rite .. extreme adjustment ...
黑暗中的我们 都没有说话 你只想回家 不想你回家 寂寞深的像海 太让人害怕 温柔你的手 轻轻揉着我的发 你的眉眼说 你好渴望我拥抱 你身体却在拼命逃 当欲望在燃烧 你爱我还是他 是不是真的他有比我好 你为谁在挣扎 你爱我还是他 就说出你想说的真心话 你到底要跟我 还是他 爱~爱~爱~爱~ 这是不是命运 对我的惩罚 爱你也没办法 恨你也没办法 陷在这个旋涡 只想挣脱它 拉住你的手 却让我也被拖下 你的眉眼说 你不渴望我拥抱 每当爱变成了煎熬 你就开始要逃 你爱我还是他 是不是我可以做的更好 让你不再挣扎 你爱我还是他 我宁愿听到残忍的回答 也不要再被耍 你爱我还是他 我为你找了一百个理由 我就是那么傻 你爱我还是他 是否沉默代替你的回答 我应该明白吧 你爱我还是他 你都已看不到我们的好 我还为谁牵挂 你爱我还是他 是否沉默就是你的回答 我们都别挣扎 去爱他
You love me or love him ? haha ... ... it going to be hard question !!


Your Juliet <3~
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