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mmmm i suddenly don`t feel sad over relationship problem .. i seem to get over it .. that doesn`t mean i give up ... just that i learn to take thing easy ... hmmm i don`t really bother whether she read my blog or not ..... doesn`t matter .. i wrote so much abt the problems .. don`t seem to change the problems ... maybe it cause more problems ... i wrote so much becoz i wanted her to know .. how i felt for her ? how much i want her attention on me ? mm but now i think of it .. i can treat it as bits of pieces of my life stories ... i realize i am foolish one who fall in love who think she is the one who willing to spend whole life with me .... i still insist she is the one ..mmmm based on my feeling ... and other factors ... yeah my intial plan was to get to know her well but things seem to happen unexpectedly .. no point cry over spilt milk ... i have to face the facts .. i also realise not only me involve this relationship ... i feel that many parties involves in it ... i don`t think i am interested to know what other parties planning to do or what ... mmm now i concern abt money , career , school results and etc .... i shall explain to detail ... mmm start with money .. i recently caught up with money problem .. it is terrible problem ... i seem to spend more on expense like transport , bills and foods .... i don`t have chance to buy luxury stuffs like clothes , bags and etc .. mmm sometime i think it is good thing not to be in relationship now ... becoz i know i can`t give financial support to my love one ... but doesn`t mean in the future i can`t give ... give me time to prove my success ... maybe 5 yrs time .. 10 yrs time ... who know .. i can`t give actual timing .. but i know i will success in life ..... then what next problem ... school results ... mmmm quite tough of me to studying ... what i study now .. is not related what i studied in the past .. total different ..... like eastern and western culture ... hard to adapt .. no choice i have to get used to it quick .. if not i will die terrible as months go by ... mmmmmm it getting late now ... what next after school result ... mmmm career ... i still craving career path .... i though of opening businesss but though of financial abilities .. no way i can open with amount of money i have .... beside opening business .. i need to find something that capture consumers heart ... no easy task .. alot of market research to be done ... b4 opening one ... aiyah ... opening business is easy .. to maintain the business .. is other things ... competitors and other facts in life ... i don`t want to get deep with that ... but i still considering .. in the future whether or not ...... all these are later part of my life ...mmmm currently planning alway change day by day .. no fix agendas ... sigh now is 1227 .. i am sleep late ... but before sleep .. i wll read novel to make me feel sleepy .. i should able to sleep well .. problem seem to solve ... i am still going to be her friend ... i should watch myself from getting into trouble ... ok ...i shall continue the next day .. but i am sure tomolo topic will be different from today .. i don`t know how to continue from it ... .. BYE
Your Juliet <3~
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